DAY 4: A HABIT THAT I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE

I AM A PERFECTIONIST AND HAVE DIAGNOSED MY SELF WITH A SPRINKLE OF OCD. I CANNOT STOP CLEANING AND MAKING "TO DO" LISTS. I OBSESS OVER EVERYTHING BEING PERFECT, WHICH IT WILL NEVER BE, SO I LITERALLY DRIVE MYSELF INSANE TRYING TO CREATE THAT ENVIRONMENT. IT WOULD BE NICE TO BE ABLE TO COME HOME AND RELAX AFTER WORK OR ON THE WEEKENDS BUT I SPEND MOST OF MY FREE TIME CLEANING, ORGANIZING AND COMPLETING TASKS ON MY "TO DO" LIST....I KNOW THIS ISN'T THAT INTERESTING OF A POST, BUT IT'S THE REALITY, I WISH I WAS NOT OBSESSED.